Thursday, November 13, 2008

Farewell


There is no greater suffering than that of trying to answer the question of why. It is "mortality's supreme test" and often leaves us disparaging, confused, and raging. This is never more true than in the inevitable face of death. Why one day a vibrant mother of three can be having dinner with friends who have known each other forty years, and have seen each other through the deep waters of lives well lived, is found the next day on the side of road, in the teetering space between life and eternity. There is no fairness, no equality, no logic. But in the hollowness of why, lies the harrowing of hope. Hope that we too can can live a life full of love, service, kindness, laughter, and passion. Hope that we can continue to weave into future generations that which has been fortified by the generations before. Hope that beyond the despair of aching loneliness, awaits the peace of placant memories. Hope that one day you shall stand before your maker and find your family encircled about you, reminding you of a life fully lived.

Crossing the Bar

Sunset and evening star,
And one clear call for me!
And may there be no moaning of the bar,
When I put out to sea.
But such a tide as moving seems asleep,
Too full for sound and foam,
When that which drew from out the boundless deep
Turns again home!
Twilight and evening bell,
And after that the dark!
And may there be no sadness of farewell,
When I embark;
For though from out our bourn of Time and Place
The flood may bear me far,
I hope to see my Pilot face to face
When I have crost the bar.
--Alfred Tennyson

7 comments:

Karen and Joe said...

Hey Kristi, love your blog!! Fun finding out that it's a small world and the things we have in common! Loved your blog entry, it gave me chills! And loved the pictures of halloween and your day at the fair! I laughed out loud at your advice for bringing your own water bottles!! Been there my friend!! haha

Chad said...

So Cryptic. Is everything ok? What happened?

Anonymous said...

Kristi!! What's going on?

Melissa said...

Sounds like you are going through a tough time. Our prayers are with you and the family that this affected.

Lilleys & Lace Photography said...

If you need to talk call me!!

Anonymous said...

Ok that last comment was from Rebecca, not Frank or Sabrina.

Balcena Family said...

Kristi, I too am concerned, and wondering if this is simply your wonderful poetic license or if something terrible has happened. You are in our thoughts and prayers in either case. We love you. Love, Andrea & Parrish